Friday, December 31, 2010

Starting 2011

Starting a new
Putting what happend last year behind me
Having the people in my life that i love
Still be with me
Hopeing the new year will be a good year
Staring to be a better person
Stop letting people step on me
And step on them
Want guidence
Moving forward step by step
Never letting thing put me down
Starting to see whats infront of me, not taking advantage of what I have now
Because I might now have it in a year or so
Being learned that from a good friend was nice
So thank you
Thank you
<3

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

I'm Just One Person

I feel really bad trust me
Not able to do what you want
Never able to see more of what is in front of me
Letting it slide by like its nothing
You don't think I feel bad
Having you complain to me about it
Wont solve anything
Telling me that its annoys you
Well what can I do
I have no control over that
I can't fix everything
I'm only human
Only human

Skipping Rocks Over My Problems

Just let me do my thing
never interrupt
Just let me do my thing
Never rearrange 
Just let me go my way
Show me the road ahead
Let me see my wrongs
Hold my head up when I'm down
Let me see

Thursday, December 2, 2010

I SO WANNA ...

So I watched the recording of the VICTORIA'S SECRET FASHION SHOW and man was that not totally amazing. I saw this one model that look exactly like one of my friends.
All of the outfits were fabulous!!!! 
I so wished that I was Katy Perry on the Pink dog singing like a pop star. Like who died and make here Queen of rocking candy on her tits. That women looks like a shiny plastic barbie doll when she is in the spotlight. Honestly her face is so perfectly clean cut from her brows to her lips. Oh and I will never forget the WINGS, dude though's things would look big on them huge blue Avatars. I so wish I was a Victoria's Secret Model, so I could wear awesome wings like that, and look rock en hot on stage. Flapping my wings and blowing glitter from my palms. Well that's just to bad I'm only 5'4". 
So I'm to short to be. Well I'm Still not giving up on modeling, once I get these train tracks off my Pearlie  whites I'm going right back into modeling. Trying out with everyone. And maybe I can be a Pink model, or even a Forever 21 model. I'd like to do that . .  Yeah I'd like to.




Oh and you'd think I would forget them buff guys gymnastic guys, or the painted jungle men did you. Well I didn't, Don't worry :D


And if you didn't get a chance to watch it Do it now by clicking the link below ↓






Don't Need to be Such a Snob

Don't rely on me
Pick up the pieces in your own life
Dark arts with careless acts
No wonder why your so vague 
 Foolish and thoughtless words are not getting you anywhere
Try to at least see it in my shoes
I don't fit in a size you 
I'm sorry but now i can't see you
I'm mistaking you for someone else 
Unfortunately I don't see you the way i use to
Stop changing and maybe ill find the real you