I love him

You thought I'd forget about my blog did you:D
Well I didn't, just been a little preoccupied.
Well here goes nothing..........


seeing your name light up my phone at 3 in the morning.
hearing you say you miss me.
our all day texting lasting till one of us falls asleep.
laughing at the stupidest things.
seeing your eyes light up every time you smile.
how you’re always there for me.
your hugs.
your text message…
Or a call what ever one
Though I do prefer a call
They ,ay say I'm obsessed but I guess I'm just
Truly in love with you.
You know I am
I say I love you everyday
I wouldn't if I didn't mean it
I love you my honey
Call me <3

I thought you might know Ryan

If they'd only knew

Talent, creativity, poise

Through rain, nor shine I will always love you

There, thunder. And here lighting

My roars is like a
Lions roar
Flash, flash
Just like a camera flash
I'm thunder, and lightning
So sharp and bold
Come to close to me
I might shock you to death
Be scared
Be afraid
I'm a lightning parade
Be careful be warrned we might
Cause a storm

On a night like this

There was a night
Where things went right
He came to my place
Face to face
To meet my father
And so he did
So brave and bold
With his heal held high
As he laugh and played
Woth my twin brothers,cousin
And me
His head held high
As he met one by one
My papa
My father
Two uncles and mother
And an aunt as well
We ate dinner together
As if were on a date
Slerping spaghetti noodles like
The two dogs from Lady and the Trap
Then dessert came along
And we shared ice cream,
Feeding me like it was a movie
Having a great time
Though sadly the day had to come to an end
And you had to go
It was like if the clock had struck 12
And you where off in a dash
Wishing you could stay
You just had to go
But I was happy to say
There is always another day
And there could never be a better
Night like this
<3

New blog

I think I'm gonna make a new blog, please check it out when it's done :D
But I'm gonna keep this one too. Hehehe

Exhausted

I'm so pooped, I can't wait till summer comes!!!!

Hoping to:

Get a tan

Get a job

Get my permit

Then license 

Then get a car

And get me dream camera

Sound like a plan :D

Reminders of why I love him

He told me..

Do you remember when I told you I loved you.
Do you remember how I showed you I cared.
Do you remember when we said I do.
Cause I do.
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else. I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself. Id rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.

Nick Vujicic The man with no limbs

An inspiration to everyone, Im going to see him LIVE at th blasedale tomorrow night!!!
I cant wait!!! If you havent heard of him before watch the video below. This is what im looking forward to tomorrow.  Once you watch it you'll fall in love, trust me on this.



My Thursday Night

My Thursday night starts off like this, I edited my blog, and posted for about 5 hours now.

I'm eating awesome pizza, and looking for a movie to watch on TV. And best off all I'm talking to Ryan my weinner!!!!!!!!! I love you honey!!!

My All Time Favorites



A Cinderella Movie

Oh how he doesn't know that his mystery girl is her. Clueless to see that she is right in front of him, just wishing he knew it was her. Hoping that if he finds out that he wouldn't be disappointed.





Step up

Dancing is a form of art. It can express so much in each move they make.



The Notebook

Protection, from her dearest Noah. How he holds her close, her knowing that he will never let her go, will hold her tight and wont let a car run her over .




Shall we Dance

He finally can show his wife how he learned to dance for her.



Pride and Prejudice
With Mr Darcy falling in love with someone who can’t be controlled and despite his attempt to stay completely  rational and explain his love for Ms Elizabeth he still can’t help losing control for a moment and declare his un-dieing  love for her, over and over again.





A Walk to Remember
In Jamie's perdicament, she had stage 2 cancer.
 She is not wanting to take treatment, and only has a few weeks left to live.
Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
 Landon: What?
 Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this.
You're my angel.



Are you a cat or dog person

I'v been really wanting a tea cup kitten then I saw the tea cup dogs, and i just fell in love. Now Im not sure which one I want. I'm stumped.

Which would you choose?

Oh what a day . . . .

Had school
Stayed after school
Hung out with a friend and gossiped
insted of worked
Then finished our project
Caught the bus home

Took a nap

Woke up

Showerd

Made and ate a taco salad

And

Babysitting little Ellie bug



Love makes the world round

11  A man's wisdom gives him patients; it is to his glory to overlook an offence.


This shows that you should choose your relationship over the circumstance. No matter what your partner had did or done if you love the love the person, its not about being right its about loving the person and caring more about the relationship. Like being humble and not always being right or pinning something down on your partner.

Ephesians 4:26,

"26 In your anger do not sin". Do not let the sun go down while your still angry, 27 And do not give the devil a foothold. 28 He who has been stealing must steal no longer, but must work, doing something useful with his own hands, that he may have something to share with those in need.

When there is tension with you and others, make up and fix the problems before going to bed, if not the anger will stay bundled up inside, and will sit and get stronger and the night goes on. Make peace, don't let it fester up with hate, or anger. Love is the key to all things.

Love can be for all ages

I wanna be with you from when Im young

To when im real old

For Forever and ever

All I know is that I should

I love Missy Higgins, I havent heard any of her songs in so long.

I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
LIttle voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

Im trying to make it right

When you listen to it, then it makes more sense.
 I hate hearing it about us, when its not true. Hearing things that they say just takes my breath away. And im tired of it.

The closer I get to you the more I fall in love

Each and everyday I feel like our relationship is getting stronger and stronger.
This break up turned it into a make up, which led to a shape up.
And each and everyday working on showing how much we love eachother.
Remember I love you from <---- to here. Ahahaha,That may not be much at first but did I tell you I love you from the tip of the arrow, all the way around the Universe right back to the end of the arrow.
Iv known we've grown apart over the past week, and trying to pull you back out from all of this mess is sure a quest, Your stubborn, and as your ego is getting to you, your letting other choose your fate when you know in your hearts whats right. I have learned from past experiences that you cant please everyone, Oh you can try, like how I did, but you'll fail. You build this amazing tower of your life and all of the people you please, but once you say or do that doesn't please them, your building starts to fall, and sooner or later there will be no more building. And you'll later find yourself picking up the pieces trying to do it all over again. But right now this isn't about buildings, its about how even though were not technically together, were still a couple, and I love that your spending each and every moment you can with me, I appreciate it very much. And I love and deeply care about you, Care... Hmmm wasn't i suppose to make a list for that.
Was I?
Should I ?
Nahh.
That's for another day, another post :D

Never pay to much for fashion

So go to Marshalls!!!!!


Geez I wish we had a Marshalls in Hawaii, Getting designer clothes for less, would be like AWESOME!!!
So Dear, Marshalls
Please ring your store to hawaii, joing the club in being the first one here.
The awesome only's club
Victoria's Secret
Bath and Body

The falling, while staying still

Im in a box
Small but empty box
Theres no way out and no way in
Im stuck
Stuck is where you have no where to go
No where to hide
Its like your lost
Lost with no connection
Lost with no where else to go
Trying to find the missing pieces to
This broken up puzzle
The puzzle that shows a picture of a
Unforgotten memory
Torn up in all of my mess
Mess this mess I made, wont be forgotten
It will still hurt people
People i love, and truly care about.
Care? Care is when you have this feeling in side
Where you know you love something, or someone
Care is like when i care so much about you, id do anything to fix this
Fix...
Can i even fix this stump situation I'm in, Can i shake this feeling inside
Where i don't feel belonged anymore
Belong.
Do i belong to any one. Im not an item im a person
Im not a property, nor a object
I simply just want to be a connection between two people
Two people
Two people who have many things alike
It may be simple things like a TV show
But when the two combine into one, then that's
Love

From the one I wish was mine

Sometimes we keep trying and trying because we want what we cant have. Sometimes we let the people that hurt us the most come back into our lives because the times we shared with them leave us breathless. They take us to incredible highs and amazing lows but we stay along for the ride waiting for that one chance to reach the unforgettable moment that leaves us breathless. even if that one person makes us sad and makes us cry we go back into the fire knowing we can easily be burned because in the end they allow us to feel like a perfect 10. and maybe just maybe were hoping that this time will be different that through time they have changed and we have also. praying that maybe one day they can truly be ours.

I gotta admit

Today was one of the worst days of my life. Losing one of the best things that happened to you, breaks my heart. Making me feel like my heart has been shot and fell to the bottom of my gut and disintegrated in my tummy. I'm just hope to God that things will get better as time goes by. . .

New favorite song to sing to myself

Lessie is my new favorite aritst to listen to. She had this way of expressing her music and i really enjoy it :D

And i fall on my knees
Tell me how's the way to be
Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me all that i should know

And i fall on my knees
Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me how's the way to be
To evoke some empathy

Danger will follow me now
Everywhere i go
Angels will call on me
And take me to my home
Well this tired mind
Just wants to be lead home

And i fall on my knees
Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me how's the way to see
Show me all that i could be

And i fall on my knees
Tell me how's the way to be yeah
Tell me how's the way to go
Tell me why i feel so low

Angels will follow me now
Everywhere i go
Angels will call on me
And take me to my home
Well these tired eyes
Just want to remain closed

I don't see clearly can't feel nothing no
Can't you hear me?

And i fall on my knees
And angels will call on me
Now everywhere i go
Angels will call on me
And take me to my home

And angel will fall on me
Everywhere i walk
Angels will call on me
And take me to my home

And angels will call on me
Now everywhere i go
Angels will follow me
Now lead me to my home

Enjoy

<3

Better then Cheetos!!!!!

So i got this bag of Barbara's Cheese puffs today. Thinking, eww its just another on of thoes crappy bag of supposedly all natural cheese puffs.Well its not You try eat a handfull and then stop, you just can't. The cheese puffs wont let you.One bag of Barbara's Cheese puffs are: All natural with 0g trans fat per serving.  There is no artificial additives, and is made with real aged blue and cheddar cheese. So i don't know about anyone else but i love, love , love them.If they even made a spicey cheese puff. I would be the first one in line to get them. So have your self some All natrual low calories cheese puff !!!!!!

Just give them the face and they'll leave

Ok so today i was on Facebook like any other day. And one of my friends posted this video of this chick was all like telling how she shooed people away. Idk how to explain it. JUST WATCH IT !!!!

Plain, Plain, Plain

I was watching this yogurt commercial on TV. And in this commercial this guy said this poem i just had to post.

Plain was the same as it ever was the same.
Plainly plain...
Samely same...
But then...someone lit the flame.
Plain rode away on lion's mane.
Where plain met fruits with strangely names.
Such wonderful things they did contain.
A shot of life to a hungry vein.
The captive beast who broke the chain.
And there upon that fruited plane,
is where plain became what plain became.
So much more than more than plain.
Plain will never be the same

From the Fage yogart commmercial

To the girl who dares to talk

Dear, Girl

I decided to write to you because I needed you to know that you frustrate me, In ways that if i told you, most likely you'd judge me,and think, who the #@*& do you think you are saying things like this to me, why say something like this, we never talk to each other anymore, and beside i don't hang out with you now, so how could you assume things about me. You don't know me. Well Missy, i don't need to know you completely to know the just basics.First of all your a girl that's insecure, thinks shes fats when obviously your not. And thinks your not pretty when you are, put on way to much makeup, and tries to act like someone, or something your not. Your a hypocrite, and you don't know how to keep a secret or keep your big mouth shut, You interrupt people conversations to talk about yourself, and when it is your turn to talk, its still about yourself.. Hmm i think they have a term for that, its called self centered. Well honey the world don't revolve around you. Then again, who knows what gos on in that head of yours. Though I know the fact that pushing out your whole life story to people just to get there sympathy wont get you anywhere, telling people that i pushed you away, wow way to make me sound stupid. But really talking shit behind my back, wow way to make your self look low huh. Like honestly if you really have something to say about me then fine, tell it to my face instead of being a wimp and telling all of your so called friends. Speaking of friends you cant say that we were not friends because you where the one to say that we were are or gonna be best friends and how you loved that we had/ or in your case never had anything in common. Well if that's so stop writing shit like that Isn't true on Facebook. Stop saying that I'm the big bad guy, and grow up girl. Stop your ways, and just grow up and grow some @#$%#&  balls already because ts just sad, no one cares. And no one wants to know your sob story. Its just pathetic.
 Well if all is said and done then Ta ta.

Love your " Best Friend"

Yo Dude With The Stash

My little brother showing off his new mustache

Dude, did you look at your stash lately?
Do you know it looks too bushy and not even
But it's ok Mr.
We can change that
Just grab a Popsicle stick, Draw squiggly lines on it
Then Ta Da. There you go, you got your self a mustache!!!

Wow Wind Thanks For Raping My Hair

Ohh ahahaha i just noticed it killing my shirt too :D Ohh myyyy!!!!

Today's Just Another Day

Today
I made you mad
Sad
And most likely pissed off
But
Im sorry
I didn't mean to do this all to you
I
Just thought that you would understand me
Understand
That i can't do everything to
Please
You, me
Everyone
I can try but i can't
Succed
I cant make things
Better
But can at least try
Try
Even though it wont make a
Difference

For you and me
So
Please understand that im
Trying

Thats What He Said

CAUTION : I have blanked the names to protect the one who wrote it

I love you BTW  :D

Its been two months... oh how time flew by,
loving the way you make me love you and you don't even try,
we have been together for four months now
it seems like it hasn't been that long
i love you so much like McDonald's loves a cow
or how the Chinese love ding donging their gong
happy anniversary my sweet cutie pie
this poem is the best way i can show you how much i try
i know sometimes you cry, may it be good hope its not sad
sometimes i push your buttons and you get mad
but you don't stay mad at me for long
cause we share something special like that girl and gorilla in King Kong
you know i care a hell of a lot,
i just want you to tell me if theres something wrong
trust me i can tell if somethings not right
I'm here to make it better and make you shine but not too bright
i really think you should keep going on your blog JUST WRITE
so please ***** ******* wont you do your thang
get ungrounded so we can hang.
i love you ***** ********. wont you marry me? ♥

Rainbows and Butterflies

Omg I havent wrote on this in soo long, It feels like forever.
Id like to write more, but i dont know of what.
Ttyl when I figure oiut what to write next

I Need To Stop Where I Am And Think

Idk where im headed now
Do you think he might just notice
How i tired of all
All of these foolish games
Knowing how one day id like
For him to pick up his peices and
Fix the puzzle
So we can clean up the peices
And put them away
Into our toy box
Into a forever
Never

Ending

Box

ANNIVERSARY

Dear, My dearest R
I never thought you'd give me a card so sweet I'd had to say, This is my poem for our Anniversary :

I love you like a fat kid loves Pie,

I love that you would be that guy

Who'd pick me off my feet

And carry me around like I have no feet

Tell me how you love me

And show me how you care

And ill do the same

 From here to there

Be with me forever

Love me till the end

Today this anniversary

was the first i ever had

Usually i wait

till the next, next year

But this was great

And

I loved you cared

I'm sorry i never did the same

Giveing you a card or any sort of thing

But i promise you next time will be different

And never the same

You'll get a kiss

And you'll get a hug

And most especially you'll get my love

I hope you wont be mad

And

I hope you wont be sad

But please just let me tell you how much i really care

I love that you hold me in your arms

And sway me like the wind through a willow tree

And blow warm breaths into my ear

That eventually tickles me

Speaking of tickles

Like you didn't know i was ticklish

Then for some reason your the only guy
Who thinks I'm a little tickle me Elmo

Who giggles and laughs like theres no tomorrow

I love how you care to much

worried and concerned for to many things

Hey, I'm just fine

Jeez can't you see

I'm your little Princess

I'm your honey girl,

I'm you One and only

Who really cares

Oh man how i wish i was with you right now

So i can give you a kiss then a hug

And only if i can make up this day, this is all i have to say,

I love you for ever and ever,

To my Dearest dearest R.

I Can't Let This Get To Me But It Does Anyway

I cant take this anymore, i feel like my world is upside down, the wrong way, broken.
I dont wanna let people down but I can't seem to do anything right, and i feel and i even dissapointing people and making them annoyed, fustrated, and most of all unhappy. Although im trying its still seems the same, right back to where I began.
So where do I go now?

School

I'm so not exited to go to school tomorrow

( I so am )

<3

My Life Be Like That

I just wish I could sleep all day, And just do nothing all day.
Stress free, worry free, with me myself and I.
 Thats how my life be like... Sleeping all day.

That Yong Lady That Likes Fire Works

I met this lady who lives in Kaimuki
She has two very adorable boys
Who have the most adorable personality
She is Asian which is awesome
Who had three dogs, that get scared when they hear
Loud noises
Ca-boom
Ca-boom
As I stay by her side
As she popped and popped them poppers all night
I think she had more fun popping fire works
More then by brothers did
Ass she yelled and screamed, LETS GET MY NEIGHBORS
I laughed so hard my tummy sighed
What a woman she is
A young women who likes fire works I'll say

Did I Tell you can be so annoying

Tonight was suppose to be a start of something new, a fresh start from being what you use to be.
Going to a fancy party. With fancy people, your suppose to at least act civilized, you know. Not drink all of there Vodka sitting on the stool, not dance around drunk like a foolin baboon. Act like your a mature adult like you should be. Just because your old and "super cool", does not mean your better then the rest of us, and that does not mean you can show off how much you can drink in one sitting.
And when people ask you to come sit next to them and chat, please, please i know that your bored, but please act like you at least care for what they have to say.
Grandpa, I know that your trying to be better then you usually are, but it really not working, And I'm extremely annoyed with the fact that you thought i had disrespected you, but really i was only trying to offer you a seat down, And also yelling at me in front of other people, especially when i did nothing wrong, i really don't appreciate that, and I know i had said this many times before but your drunkenness really takes a tool on the way your mind works, and when you drink you sorta go a little whooohoo in the head if you know what i mean, so clearly your the one that is mistaken for the actions i had made. So please, If your gonna yell a me go ahead and do it, but you might wanna get the facts straight, and not be druck so you can understand what your really trying to saying.

(Ps.37:4)

I just started reading this book called the Authentic beauty, And as it started off, there was this girl. She was only six years old and she dreamed of being a princess, like as i would when i was a little sapling much like herself. She wanted  a prince charming just like any  " princess " wanted, having them be your knight and shining armor. Fighting magical dragons, then rescuing you from the tallest tower in the castle. All she wanted was to be like one of the princesses in those fairy tales any mother would read to there child when they were young. Although she had her dreams of becoming a princess, as she gotten older she realized it was just a childish dream that another girl dreamt of, and something that she only know parts of from stories she was told, "before knowing anything about the real world".
She didn't know how other things worked, not  knowing how reality may set in any moment in her life.

Continuation posted on January 2nd

2011 New Year's Revolution

1. Finish the book Authentic Beauty
2. Blog at least once a week
3. Walk the dog everyday
4. Send ______ a good morning text every morning when I wake up
5. Re-paint my room
6. Complete my Drawing binder
7. Meet at least 3 new people
8. Email my grandma once a week
9. Get rid of my second dresser
10. Buy a new bag
11. Try harder in being a good person
12. Tell at least one person something inspirational
13. Eat more healthy things
14. Jog once a week
15. Download at least 300 more songs on to my ipod
16. Learn to be less gullible
17. Get my permit

And much much more