I Can't Let This Get To Me But It Does Anyway

I cant take this anymore, i feel like my world is upside down, the wrong way, broken.
I dont wanna let people down but I can't seem to do anything right, and i feel and i even dissapointing people and making them annoyed, fustrated, and most of all unhappy. Although im trying its still seems the same, right back to where I began.
So where do I go now?