ANNIVERSARY

Dear, My dearest R
I never thought you'd give me a card so sweet I'd had to say, This is my poem for our Anniversary :

I love you like a fat kid loves Pie,

I love that you would be that guy

Who'd pick me off my feet

And carry me around like I have no feet

Tell me how you love me

And show me how you care

And ill do the same

 From here to there

Be with me forever

Love me till the end

Today this anniversary

was the first i ever had

Usually i wait

till the next, next year

But this was great

And

I loved you cared

I'm sorry i never did the same

Giveing you a card or any sort of thing

But i promise you next time will be different

And never the same

You'll get a kiss

And you'll get a hug

And most especially you'll get my love

I hope you wont be mad

And

I hope you wont be sad

But please just let me tell you how much i really care

I love that you hold me in your arms

And sway me like the wind through a willow tree

And blow warm breaths into my ear

That eventually tickles me

Speaking of tickles

Like you didn't know i was ticklish

Then for some reason your the only guy
Who thinks I'm a little tickle me Elmo

Who giggles and laughs like theres no tomorrow

I love how you care to much

worried and concerned for to many things

Hey, I'm just fine

Jeez can't you see

I'm your little Princess

I'm your honey girl,

I'm you One and only

Who really cares

Oh man how i wish i was with you right now

So i can give you a kiss then a hug

And only if i can make up this day, this is all i have to say,

I love you for ever and ever,

To my Dearest dearest R.

I Can't Let This Get To Me But It Does Anyway

I cant take this anymore, i feel like my world is upside down, the wrong way, broken.
I dont wanna let people down but I can't seem to do anything right, and i feel and i even dissapointing people and making them annoyed, fustrated, and most of all unhappy. Although im trying its still seems the same, right back to where I began.
So where do I go now?

School

I'm so not exited to go to school tomorrow

( I so am )

<3

My Life Be Like That

I just wish I could sleep all day, And just do nothing all day.
Stress free, worry free, with me myself and I.
 Thats how my life be like... Sleeping all day.

That Yong Lady That Likes Fire Works

I met this lady who lives in Kaimuki
She has two very adorable boys
Who have the most adorable personality
She is Asian which is awesome
Who had three dogs, that get scared when they hear
Loud noises
Ca-boom
Ca-boom
As I stay by her side
As she popped and popped them poppers all night
I think she had more fun popping fire works
More then by brothers did
Ass she yelled and screamed, LETS GET MY NEIGHBORS
I laughed so hard my tummy sighed
What a woman she is
A young women who likes fire works I'll say

Did I Tell you can be so annoying

Tonight was suppose to be a start of something new, a fresh start from being what you use to be.
Going to a fancy party. With fancy people, your suppose to at least act civilized, you know. Not drink all of there Vodka sitting on the stool, not dance around drunk like a foolin baboon. Act like your a mature adult like you should be. Just because your old and "super cool", does not mean your better then the rest of us, and that does not mean you can show off how much you can drink in one sitting.
And when people ask you to come sit next to them and chat, please, please i know that your bored, but please act like you at least care for what they have to say.
Grandpa, I know that your trying to be better then you usually are, but it really not working, And I'm extremely annoyed with the fact that you thought i had disrespected you, but really i was only trying to offer you a seat down, And also yelling at me in front of other people, especially when i did nothing wrong, i really don't appreciate that, and I know i had said this many times before but your drunkenness really takes a tool on the way your mind works, and when you drink you sorta go a little whooohoo in the head if you know what i mean, so clearly your the one that is mistaken for the actions i had made. So please, If your gonna yell a me go ahead and do it, but you might wanna get the facts straight, and not be druck so you can understand what your really trying to saying.

(Ps.37:4)

I just started reading this book called the Authentic beauty, And as it started off, there was this girl. She was only six years old and she dreamed of being a princess, like as i would when i was a little sapling much like herself. She wanted  a prince charming just like any  " princess " wanted, having them be your knight and shining armor. Fighting magical dragons, then rescuing you from the tallest tower in the castle. All she wanted was to be like one of the princesses in those fairy tales any mother would read to there child when they were young. Although she had her dreams of becoming a princess, as she gotten older she realized it was just a childish dream that another girl dreamt of, and something that she only know parts of from stories she was told, "before knowing anything about the real world".
She didn't know how other things worked, not  knowing how reality may set in any moment in her life.

Continuation posted on January 2nd

2011 New Year's Revolution

1. Finish the book Authentic Beauty
2. Blog at least once a week
3. Walk the dog everyday
4. Send ______ a good morning text every morning when I wake up
5. Re-paint my room
6. Complete my Drawing binder
7. Meet at least 3 new people
8. Email my grandma once a week
9. Get rid of my second dresser
10. Buy a new bag
11. Try harder in being a good person
12. Tell at least one person something inspirational
13. Eat more healthy things
14. Jog once a week
15. Download at least 300 more songs on to my ipod
16. Learn to be less gullible
17. Get my permit

And much much more